“You intended to harm me, but God intended it for good to accomplish what is now being done, the saving of many lives.” Genesis 50:20

I’ll never forget the day I sat heartbroken, defeated, embarrassed, ashamed, and rejected. I could not believe what I was hearing. “Linda, you are not enough.” In a world I gave my entire heart to, I was then rejected.

I cried for weeks asking God why? Why did they do this to me? What did I do to deserve this?

As I walked away from the scene of what felt like hell that day, I remember wanting nothing more than to crawl in a hole and never come out. Everything I believed to be true appeared as a lie.

Would I ever be able to trust again?

The war raged in my mind, heart and soul.

Years later as I relive the above scene in my mind, I’m not going to lie to you, it still hurts. It still leaves me scratching my head and asking did that really happen?

Even though to this very day I wrestle at times with mixed emotions of betrayal I do have peace within my spirit.

You might wonder how do I have peace within after being hurt so badly?

Honestly, if it were not for such rejection and heartache, I would have never found a TRUE relationship with Jesus. It is because of the turmoil of rejection that threw me into the arms of my Savior. I would not trade the MIRACLE that happened during that season of devastation for everything I own.

You see at that point in my life I was struggling with God just being words on a page and a Sunday church service. I needed Him to become real to me. I could no longer just quote a scripture or listen to a sermon to get me filled up and be okay. I desperately needed a real life encounter with the Living God and that is what I got! (read Worthy of a Miracle, Chapter 12 for details)

After having a hands on, tangible real life encounter with the Living God, I’ve never been the same. Still to this very day I experience the Lord tangibly every single day of my life. He is no longer words on a page, I physically experience His presence living from within me and encounter the MIRACLE of God inside me.

Dear reader, I am here to tell you that no matter what nightmare you are facing God is ready to do a MIRACLE in your life. However, there is only one requirement of you. You must fully surrender; you must get desperate enough to fall into the arms of Jesus. He is waiting and ready to do far beyond anything you could ever ask or imagine.

PRAY: Heavenly Father, thank you for your presence. Thank you for your unconditional love and relentless pursuit of us to be in relationship with you. Thank you God that you take everything the enemy tries to use for harm in our lives and you turn it to good! You make miracles out of heartbreak. Thank you that we are never rejected by you but are always loved and accepted. Holy Spirit fill us to overflow. We lean in and press into you. We desire all of you. We desire signs, wonders and miracles in our lives right here, right now. Thank you Jesus. We love you and adore you. It is by your stripes Jesus we are healed, whole, worthy, and enough. It is in your name Jesus we pray. Amen.

I get on my knees and raise my hands to this song, My Hallelujah when I’m feeling rejected. Praise is how to fight every battle we face!

Linda Kuhar coaches women around the globe in building stronger intimate relationships with Christ. As your Christian Life Coach I will empower you to dig deeper than ever before in your relationship with Christ. We have all asked ourselves: “How can I really hear from God?” or “What’s God’s plan for my life?” but struggle to confidently find the answers. During our coaching sessions you will learn how to push through resistance, doubts, fears and uncertainty and immediately begin to move forward. A new life in Christ awaits. Click here to be placed on new client waiting list.